Hello world! Wow! Eternally grateful to even have the ability to tell all of you my story!!
The last two decades of my life have been nothing short of a mess and a struggle that almost took my life. I am here today to tell you since January 23, 2015, I haven’t found it necessary to pick up any mind altering substance. I know longer have to crawl on hell’s doorstep.
Through the bottomless pit I was engulfed in I lost my family, I was unemployable, had no morals or values, and sadly I had lost the choice on wether to live or die. Everyday I woke up and the decision was already made for me against any self will. Life had become a death sentence and constant impending doom raced through my mind. Jails and institutions I had been to, and there was one last option for me before my family and friends had to look at me in a casket.
A solution for living was what I found. An outline for a life beyond my wildest dreams if I could only follow simple steps. My life couldn’t get any worse so I got up everyday and applied those simple suggestions to my life.
Today I am beyond blessed! If you would have told me 3 years ago my life would be what it is today I would have told you you were absolutely crazy. I don’t have to quiet my mind today it’s at peace. The obsession has been removed and today I choose life!! I walk hand in hand with others like me and we trudge the road of happy destiny together!
Recovery is possible! We are worth living a life worth while!! I love you all!